Today was a rough day for me. I talked with my parents and they shared some stress and kind of downer news of things that are going on back at home. It is hard hearing things when I am not home to support physically.... and only support in prayer and thoughts for now.
The team had a great breakfast at Sunrise Coffee Shop. It was full of fun times. We decided we'd raise money for things we feel God calling us as a group to support financially by having crazy tasks. Tasks like, a shot of ketchup, one of hot sauce, one of coffee and brown sugar etc. It was an experience at breakfast! We raised $50+ though...
We went to the safe house and played with the girls. Spinning the young ones around and chasing them in the house was fun. Then later we played euchre and taught some of the girls how to play slap jack.... good times! Then we had a brief snack time for lunch. After that, we had a pool party with the girls. I did not get into the water... I was nervous I'd swallow some of the water. But I had a good times visiting with some of the girls what didn't swim or the ones that I talked with while my feet were in the pool. I also talked to a man on staff about the house and his background. It was so cool how God opens people up right away. However, sometimes he doesn't. One girl in particular, the 1st one i met there has not opened up. Most of the girls will tell you about their family and some information... this girl will not. It frustrated me because I have asked her for 3 days now and she just looks at me the same way each time. It bothered me and makes me feel bad. Then we ate a snack there and the kids wanted us to push them on this train thing... well once 7+ Americans pushed the 4 or 5 cart train the caboose got off the track! It was so funny how quickly the kids jumped out so it could get fixed. But while it was going before that... we had them going pretty quickly. Unfortunately, we didn't find a permeant fix to the train... so we all went to the house. One of the ladies on our team shared a devotion on spiritual gifts and our talents. It was a good message! During the message though, some of the girls I was sitting with were making fun of the girl in front of them. This girls sitting in front of them has special needs and her underwear was hanging out a little bit... she pulled her shirt down quickly when she figured out the girls were laughing at her. My heart broke and I told the girls to stop and be nice.... it bothered me.
After the house we had dinner at White Rose, we ate family style. I got a wonderful strawberry ice cream shake there! It was VERY tasty! Then we headed back to the hotel.
Thoughts of the Day
1. Depression is in some of the girls at the house, i also see them missing their families which breaks my heart because I think of how I used to be so homesick at their age.
2. I know that Satan is trying to pull me down. I need strength right now.
3. I love hearing from people at home, it brightens my day.
4. I have the best boyfriend in the entire world.
5. Pray for me to have more time with God through this rough patch.
Thank you again for your support, thoughts and prayers. I love you all and will be home in 8 days!